There are a couple of things I did learn from what has been happening in the past ten days and reached its climax today, putting me under stress.
1. One can never truly rely on others. Specially when it comes to matters of money. Even if the other is their father.
2. One should never promise money they don't possess.
3. One should keep their calm against the light blows of life, and not simply run away from them, or try to do so.
4. One should never cease their life activities waiting for an imaginary good event to happen. There seems to be no time to rest. One should always be on the move.
I will be moving tomorrow. Waking up in the morning, going to the library to work on what I should have finished a long time ago, and kept suspending it, waiting for things to get more relaxed. I have been stupid, and although the lost time cannot be brought back, at least I know where I have been wrong.